It seems a certain trait in the way i conduct my daily things that has caught my attention today.
It seems i tend to alternate between being completely relaxed and carefree at importune times, and stress and fret.
Right now I have no clue whether i am fretting or carefree right now. It it seems obvious that i should be revising for my exam tomorrow its not.
I probably couldn’t care less. Possibly due to the fact that i just cant decide whether this is important to me. Such is the dilemma for the man who does not know where his priorities lie.
A reason to live? Its possible i have one, i just dont know what. I do know that i would not like the experience of dying, So that must be the reason.
But a reason to do anything in this life? Pointless.
At one point, i felt an extreme sense of altruism, and i suppose social work would have been suitable for that mindset. But even that emotion isn’t real anymore.
It must be nice to be able to release sadness and frustration in one go.
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