youre probably asking why.

 

Why do i post about things so private and intimate about myself at vulnerable times like these?

I guess its a diary of some purpose.

I dont want to burden or talk to someone about it, its not something i want to directly acknowledge.

As long as the problem exists like this, it cant be real.

 

 

Recently too many people have come up to me with their problems, i see too many problems, i get math problems, problems everywhere.

 

I dont want to talk about it face to face to someone, i dont want to be judged directly.

 

I dont know what the fuck im on about. Its one of my low days, and im on a fucking tangent.