Out of the blue, all my intensity has degraded into a slush of sorts.
I have, taken care of my family with all the dedication i can muster, assisting with the cooking, laundry and cleaning up the house.
I have tried to fill my father’s shoes and live up to his expectations, and i am constantly reminded that i am not enough.
I have tried to study as hard as i can, and i have tried to dedicate myself to become multi-skilled, working on my flaws.
You could say, i have been efficient with my resolution to do the bucket list i have on my blog since 2008.
I know i can muster more strength to complete my tasks, but the fear is what i will ultimately accomplish in the end, and where will i go then.
It seems i have only begun, but i feel like ive been doing this since forever.
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